Conflagrate My Heart

I won't follow you I'll stay here alone I won't cause you pain My hands will grip something Something no one will miss Or know that is gone But it's very hard I wonder what you two are doing Entangled in our memories It pulls me down and conflagrates my heart Why would I trust that you have changed When my scars, still cover me in shame There's no going back for me I live for myself now, with only you to blame Oh, did you forget me yet? I live by night So you can live by day Now we won't meet again I know you don't want to I did good, right? I think you'd be proud of me Of who I am now (I close my eyes when they are speaking about you) I hope a little bird sings and whispers about me 'Cause this is so hard I wonder what you are doing I'm entangled in our memories It pulls me down and conflagrates my heart