Close to the Bone

The bills I can't pay it's the same everyday All of my life I've done what I thought was right, the way it should be But deep in the night when it all just comes to light, of how it could be Can't find that gold mine I'm sub prime And living too close to the bone I'm just a wreck and I'm pacing the floor The voices are growing too loud I need a fix just to get me through this The cause of this problem is your endless lies Lies only you can believe Your death is the fix that can get me through this Then comes a time what just what you thought was right is something different But deep in the night when it all should come to light of what it could be