Chaos Become I

Inseparation is the price For the petals to become one Obligate parasite Propagate perennial I am the garden keeper All the flowers are mine My mind, a fortress My body, a shrine Do you feel lost? Do you feel alone? You belong with me Be my flower I don't belong here This sinking feeling Get me out of this I never wanted To be the one to see Your other side Is it too late? I realize now I understand Compassion made me a victim I have always been An easy prey it seems I promise to grow I promise to glow I'll be everything you want me to be Just don't hurt me I see the light but there's no way out I'll be a good little flower Put me in a pot Water me and I'll reach out To you and only you Set ablaze I'll race the flames Ascending higher Take your fire to my sky Smother one more butterfly Now yours is forever preserved Here in my herbarium I am a collector of flowers Right after bloom Do you feel loss? Do you feel alone? What's become of me? What have I lost? What am I now? What have I ever done Said or even thought To deserve this? Can I go now? Is it over or are you gonna take The only thing I have left to give? Even in my growing mind I had a feeling Ever since the start I think I always knew Can't you see etiolation Led me to your artificial light? One more seed into the soil I've planted Their tendrils outgrow Grab the only thing I have to show Cornucopia of torment Welcome to my disease I am become but a cell Flowers are the key