Catharsis

All these years I've been the hard man All these years it's been so hard man To live my life for someone else In fear of being honest with myself I perpetrated a lie Juggling my life with one hand tied behind my back Trying to find, and it had always been mine I'm in, I'm out I'm breaking though the darkness And it knocked me over Into the light of an older soul, and I'll never die Cause everything I am is in your eyes Angels in my heart, devils in my eyes I'll live forever in your eyes Crucify my inhibitions The first born son he died for my sins Nothing to worry about And all these years I was the hard man I always knew I'd find myself and prove Because you told me the truth, it's all I wanted from you My catharic dream, a primal scream shedding my skin somewhere between light and dark I balance what I am And I remember everything we said we'd ding a way Laugh and cry, love and hate Ain't no weak link this bond won't break I put it out there it comes back