Cast into Oblivion

The sun begins to set And it's the last one I'll see For years on end I've put my trust In the comfort of life My love for myself Has run out And I feel I am out of time No more forgiveness No more sorrow I grasp for breath While I lay in a puddle Of my own blood On the shower floor The sun pierced through the window It's radiant beauty Blinds my rage As I am consumed by doubt Everything fades to black My vision begins to fade Into non existence Life was not meant for me I welcome oblivion To swallow me whole