Canto 1992 (Ego Death)

I've pointed fingers at everyone Too to not accept myself, too busy Evading my own reflection I feared the mirror It shows it ugly truth I'll be the one to light the match The enemy's not you So now I've taken back control And I can only live through me Departing from everything that I tried to be And I'm not looking for answers Sometimes I wont get closure By gripping too tight, I'd choke myself So I burned myself down I won't be the monster Cause I already played this game With myself Into the black Burn this motherfucker down I'm getting sick of my own cancer I can not put this on you I've held too tight for so long In the past, the mirror's staring at me I think I'm self destructing I let myself embody hate I've only got myself to blame Goodbye to things of yesterday No more spiraling I'm the one who needs to change So now I've taken back control And I can only live through me Departing from everything that I tried to be And I'm not looking for answers Sometimes I wont get closure By gripping too tight, I'd choke myself So I burned it down Burn it down I'll let this shit fall on you I'm sick and tired of myself I've created my own hell