Brooding Lament

On and on and on again my sadness turns to daze The silent killer stagnation has changed my thinking way It never stops there is no end it's every breath I take An overwhelming depression is here and here to stay I can't go on I'm without fight inside this awful brood Minus one I'm left to fall quickly down the well Behind my eyes I go In my mind this I see I delve to find tomorrow And struggle with today Feeling loss forever, feel the loss forever Lamenting so dire, lamenting pure horror Brooding closer, ever closer There is no future! I am no more! And there's no turning back detaching dissolving away... On and on and on again it's all out of control This silent killing detriment sends reason running slow Ending pain ending breath it's how it had to be Pre conceived I join my grave it's how it's meant to be Behind my eyes I go In my mind this I see Leave behind tomorrow I end my world today Feeling loss forever, feel the loss forever Lamenting so dire, lamenting pure horror Brooding closer, ever closer There is no future! I am no more! And there's no turning back detaching dissolving away Away... On and on and on again the only question, why? The victor grim the king of death the mighty killing scythe The stain of darkened overload a tragic tragedy The fate of grieving strangleholds the way it had to be Behind my eyes I go In my mind this is me As I leave behind tomorrow I end my world today Feeling loss forever, feel the loss forever Lamenting so dire, lamenting pure horror Brooding closer, ever closer There is no future! I am no more! And there's no turning back detaching dissolving away...