Bottled

I really don't have anything to say, just pass me by. Don't ask me the same questions, just deny I am there. Like the time around me this room is filled with nothing. Fell awkward in a place with many, leave this space to me. I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes to stare into what's next, it frightens me. No control, no reward! Still and breathless I don't care what's behind, to you I look for energy, to catch my breath again. I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes to stare into what's next, it frightens me. No control, no reward, I'm in circles again. The world looks old to me, tonight I drink myself sober. Soon this could be over, tale a picture of the pale. New morning knocking feels just like always. Pen down my regrets, I reach to you again. I channel the pain through this, the paper, the pen, your eyes to stare into what's next, it frightens me. No control, no reward, I'm in circles again.