Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself Then the memory Of shame birthed its gift No more The small one, the weak one, the frightened one Running from beatings, deflating I'm becoming more Than a man More than you ever were Driven and burning To rise beyond Jesus I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I found my life was slipping through my hands Perhaps Through death my life won't be so bad I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you Staring through Your eyes Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me To realize my saving grasp I of suicide I the unlord I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize