Becoming

A long time ago I never knew myself Then the memory of shame birthed its gift No more the small one, the weak one, the frightened one Running from beatings, deflating I'm becoming more than a man, more than you ever were Driven and burning to rise beyond Jesus I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I found my life was slipping through my hands Perhaps through death my life won't be so bad I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you Staring through your eyes Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me To realize my saving grasp I of suicide, I the unlord I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize Godsize! Godsize!