Another Pining Song

Rediscover Black on white tips The rush of a burn Couldn't stay up all night Friday in winter Do I have a choice Shining I'll throw up At the sight that we had But we have no benefit I'll never love again To you I'm just a man But to me you were cleansing Try to hold the canvas again I can't hardly paint I just wanted you to feel The love I felt from you Put the misery On the void I'm in now But those days Enclosed A picture left Better you and I I lost my faith I never wanted Eden broke when you left Was something insignificant Because the days are darker The daydream hurts The daydream hurts Hoping Only hope to make a fool All I ever wanted was to love Again But you cut the rope In the absence I'm scared Scared I'll never smile against I'll bet you think this song is about you Well it is Whenever day Feels like fate Pushed the pain inside A gray nothing Buried in work It only hurt when Id remember It only hurts in November through December And then ten other months To consider I'm sorry for everything Why was I unfit It's hard to erase When I only I have what I remember Starting in November