Ambitions

Hear my thin voice Hear my words fall down See my ambitions fade out Had so much better time At night Walking on the tracks Change my perspective Idle hands With wounds and cracks Stale Ineffective But past the veil The memories of things Still so in love with you So dense this strife Kick the life I feel this weight upon my heart Indecision Sow the seed Aspiration is never within reach At night there is no other view Sing a song for the ones who never made it In the word Under yellow lights Under linden trees I am Transparent And led to believe That things would change if I go away The lowering sky under which we go Constant noise Behind the overcoming I had no choice but to rearrange The scar is open I am not allowed to understand I take it as you’re not coming back