A Tease

You were the one thing that kept me sane Now all I feel is this throbbing pain I hate the thought of living like this Knuckles always white my hands in fists I fell for you not a long time ago And already I have seen you go Cheat on me twice with a man from your past Did you like that hairbrush up the ass Your name My pain My name Never say again Lily Lily Lily Lily I've stayed up and cried with you late into night I've stood beside you through all of this fight Trying to reason with his lust driven plea But all that you do is hide your feelings from me I'm tired I'm weak You're hidden You're meek Punched through the gut all over again He is the only one getting to gain Using your body like a cheap filthy whore I'm done I can't go on anymore I hope you can forgive all the times I have cried And hoped, wished, dreamed that you hadn't lied But now I can't trust you with as much as a dime So get the fuck out and stop wasting my time