A Sense of Closure I Will Never Find

As I awoken to bright fluorescent lights I was brought news of your passing that day, another part of me died to lay in an eternal rest amongst thorns of black roses I wouldn't leave my bed for days nobody saw me in nearly a week I wouldn't leave I couldn't accept it through all the torment in my childhood you made it somewhat bearable always did what you could and you'd put up with my shit I just wish I didn't stop visiting you... I miss you more and more I cannot move on from your passing I just hope wherever you are there's no more grief or sorrow even if you're gone life goes on... it always goes on almost as if nothings happened to the world; you may have only been a grain of sand but to me; you were so much more