A Place to Die

I can see the face of the ever clear I see apparitions fly Shadows falling in my peripheral Turn to see them and they hide Double vision and out of focus Heat rising from deep within I am dying inside from the thirst Another drink to make things clear I just need a place where I can die A place where I can be who I see in my mind Searching for a place where I can live Live with my demons and the terror they can give I can feel the pounding of the spinning earth Voices whisper in my ear Feels like my head may come apart Blood is flowing from my ear Operate with one eye open Decisions not so clear I can hear the call of the captain Calming nerves and always there I just need a place where I can die A place where I can be who I see in my mind Searching for a place where I can live Live with my demons and the terror they can give One shot, two, three shots, more One more for the road Before I hit the door One to hide the shame One to heal the pain Numbing all the choices I have made I just need a place where I can die A place where I can be who I see in my mind Searching for a place where I can live (A place to live) Live with my demons and the terror they can give (Terror they can give) I just need a place where I can die (A place to die) A place where I can be who I see in my mind Searching for a place where I can live (Searching for a place) Live with my demons and the terror they can give