A Mind of Its Own

Never enough, you bleed with me Can't you see? I'm just a memory Thought I'd let you go Why can't you leave me be? Nobody heard my plea So you became the source of my enmity Now I just can't let go How we became so Desperate, desolate and hollow The way it could've been Guess we'll never know Maybe if we tear them apart Smash them then sift through the pieces We will finally find one that would fit us When did hope devolve into a shot in the dark? Clinging to me, a ghost of my past As if it has a mind of its own Ever-present, bleed with me Can't you see? I'm not afraid of a memory I eradicate Each trace and state Every little piece of mind That seeks to redefine me I will annihilate Then when none remain It will be their turn To face me unchained What will be left to show That we'll never know Maybe if we crush them all Smash them then sift through the pieces We will finally find one that would fix us When did hope decay into a shot in the dark? Clinging to me, a ghost of my past As if it has a mind of its own Ever-present, bleed with me Can't you see? I'm not afraid of a memory